my beat friend who has gone through the struggles at least similar to what i have and she is so damn insensitive. she just calls me a depressed bitch. i have been kind and gentle every single damn time she needed it but i cant get that back from her. i love her so so so much and i known she can be very comforting bc of what she says to others but with me she basically writes a paragraph with the point of get over it and just get better. she says she loves me and she usually acts like it but how am i supposed to believe that when i really need her all she says is you need to have a better mindset. she is all i have at this point. i love her so much but when she makes me end up sobbing when she hangs up the phone or crying my eyes out in her bathroom bc of smth she said that idek if she realizes how much it hurts make me not even know if i have a single soul in the whole world who actually cares abt me as deeply as i care abt them.