I feel obsessed. At first it was checking our old messages, then it was checking your TikTok, then I found your other account, I stalked your reposts, I made 4 different accounts to make sure you never found out. Then I found your instagram, your friends instagram, your A.F. Account, your Pinterest, everything I could find your name on I would try and find it. And sadly I did find most, all but that vent account you made years ago. I’m so exhausted, I’m ruining myself trying to find out everything about you now. It’s almost been a year, why can’t I let you go? You were one of my closest friends yes but this is unhealthy, I can’t keep doing this. I can’t keep looking at every place you are to get a glimpse of you. I need someone to help me figure out how to let go. I was this close to letting go a few months ago, but it’s gotten so much worse. I just need to talk to someone but I just can’t talk about this obsession to anyone, it’s insane to think I would be able to.