I wont say my name but I'm a 15 year old girl with adhd and autism. iv been struggling with my mental health for almost 4 years. iv always been the weird kid and iv never fitted in. when I was younger I was bullied a lot and got used to being alone a lot. then I started secondary school I slowly started too realise I wasn't happy and it was a cycle of I'm better then depressive episode people said stuff about me and judged the way I looked so I started to change and started to not like the way I look and soon after I didn't like my weight cus I saw it as ugly or not normal. my dad used too shout at me a lot which didn't help stressed and my anxiety got worse so everything got too much and then i started to hurt myself a lot and then my school found out and so did my dad stoped for a bit and thought i got better but then i got into a toxic relationship and i wanted to die i hated myself. iv have attempted suicide multiple times went hospital once been 2 month ago still no help