I hate being some ugly fat gay guy. All guys I like are straight men. I get zero matches on apps. Everyone gets turned off even if I jokingly flirt. Everyone has pity on me. I'm horrible and tired. I'm scared of staying single and alone for so long, I hate this. I hate it all. I can't just go on.. acting like it doesnt affect me, acting like im fine.. acting... faking. Nobody likes me, fuck. I don't even have crushes anymore, I just get hurt by everyone and anyone! I'm so mentally tired. So exhausted.
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