and my mom refuses to acknowledge her mistakes and starts yelling at me when i say true shit to her like how respect goes both ways and if she wants me to respect her she needs to respect me first, which in return she says that she is the mother and i always have to respect her, like i’m so fucking pissed off i genuinely can’t, and now she has music on and she’s cleaning the house and acting like nothing happened which just pissed me off even more, i’m not a suicidal person but when these things happen i really just don’t wanna be here but i don’t wanna die like i cant, i love my mom but sometimes it’s so fucking hard to be her daughter.
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