i’m crying so hard right now i can barely type, me and my mom just had an argument about some shit and she got all up in my face and started screaming at me and slapping me hard on my arm and when i told her to please back up she started coming even closer and i just started bawling because she’s done this before and i feel scared each time, like i know she’s not gonna do anything but at the same time i’m scared i went to my room and locked the door to calm down and she just started banging on it screaming like i genuinely don’t know what’s her problem, she’s always had a problem with me closing my door and saying that under her roof you can’t lock or close doors and i literally get no privacy at all to even think about my feelings to myself which just ends up with me yelling at her even more, she always acts like the victim and when i tell her that she starts saying how i’m just like my father (my father is a narcissist and left her to be a single mom), she knows how much that hurts