Love my best friend. She's been a rock for me our entire friendship. But lately, I don't know how else to explain it other than I'm worried that I'm not a good enough friend for her. I'm rude, short tempered, aggravated. And lately, I haven't been doing a good job of hiding that. She's been getting on my nerves. Which feels like a horrid thing to say but, it's the truth. Everything is irritating lately. And I feel like I should just, be alone. I mean, at the end of the day, we're all alone but we survive anyway.