this summer has been so hard. I’m so tired I just wanna stay home all the time but when people ask me to hang out I get phomo and wanna come, they also never ask me to do anything. I don’t really have any friends. No one thinks about me when asking people to hang out. I’m not sure if they don’t like me or they genuinely just don’t care about me at all but it hurts. I hate to say it, but my friends rn really annoy me and I’m really embarrassed to be seen with them because people think I’m weird because I hang out with them. I found out that this girl that I thought I was friends with said I was weird cause I hang out with them and now I’m so insecure everytime I go out with them and I wanna just cut them off but then I’d have no one else and my friends that are on the more popular side are always hanging out together without meThey all go to these late night parties and I just feel so left out and I hate myself I’m literally so done I just wanna die but I love my family and god so much.