I have liked the same guy for over a year now. His names adrian. I always denyed it, and even i confessed to him but i even let him pretend it never happened. I wish he liked me ? i dont know we were so close, where we were talking late at night about deep conversations, he even was there for me when i called him drunk crying badly. We dont talk as much anymore but we try to, or at least i try too ? i mean today he joined my live stream and was playing with me- he has reached out first and i love that. Even though i know hes busy just. We got so close, but hes straight. Im a Trans guy whos gay- He says he sees me as a guy, but thats whats stopping him i fear. Or maybe he never liked me i dont know. Ive been in mutiple relationships within this past year but ive always ended up liking him again. I dont even think its liking i really love him. Sometimes i dont even know why, i mean im shit at explaining myself tbh. Theres more than this but, yk 1000 character limit :/