I feel like someone unlovable. Last time i talked to anyone they were telling me things that just made me very uncomfortable, like "Oh you could beat me up" or "How much do you bench, but its probably so much more than me". This would be fine for a guy to hear, but im not. Throughout my life I have been bullied for how tall and muscular I am, so I have built up kind of a complex about it. I know that there is no possible way for this person to have know this, but he really hurt my feelings. And this has happened a lot where guys will tell me things that just make me uncomfortable. In the past, when I feel like I was less attractive and I had less of a personality, I would have the most attractive, and sweet guys come up to me, but now I feel like im getting guys that just want my gym routine. The bigger problem is that if I tell my friends I feel like I would get a joking reaction, which I completly put on myself because I'm the "funny friend" but I wish I could tell someone in my life