does anyone else look at someone and feel the life drain out of you? am i weird? i wish i looked like them or had a chance with them or at least looked better but thats never going to happen it cant< and it makes me feel hopeless like maybe in another life id be worth something to them and its odd bec some of these guys ive already talked to and "been with" but it never goes anywhere they are way out of my league and they did give me a chance but they know that and i know that and they can do better and deserve better and we both know it, so why should i even try, its the only thing that goes through my head whats the point its so fucked up that i know ill end up alone and i understand why