I don't want my friend, as a friend anymore, I wna t move on with my life. the bad part is one I don't know how to make friends that aren't weird or mentally unstable and the friend in question wants to kill herself and I feel horrible about it but I feel like the only reason I'm still trying to help her is because if she dies shes going to stalk me in the afterlife because of my spiritual beliefs and that I feel like it will leave a stain on my soul, like i'll always feel like it's my fault in some retro spect? idk I just hate my friends and I don't know what to do I have my own problems to worry about without having to worry about her. I always feel like I'm preforming for a 24/7 audience that I don't want nor did I sign up for! I want to be myself but I can't around you!!!!