in the most wonderful relationship and I can't stop freaking out and being anxious about the fact that he might not even be in the area a year from now depending on where his Ph.D takes him. With how bad the job economy has been so far, our future is entirely dependent on whether he gets an offer where we live or not... I already have my career here and I don't know whether I'd be able to find a job if he were to ask me to move. Or if he would even want to ask me to move with him. I genuinely love him so much and really want this to work out, I think I've been good so far at not burdening him with these thoughts, we've had this exact talk a few times and I know we both want a future with each other. I hate this icky uncertainty, and can't imagine the heartbreak and pain if this doesn't work out. I feel ill and want to cry every time I think about it, which is basically every day