Everything. My parents split up I wanna focus on my future and go to a nice school and stay with my dad but everyone keeps calling me a failure and that I'll hate it and hate him and I keep stressing out about the right decisions and everything scares me I live in a Muslim house hold a homophobic house hold and all o want is to be who I am freely. A aroace and I might be a demi girl but I don't fucking know anything anymore and I've been crying for the last hour and I feel like a bag of shit.