I am once again irritated by my father. He's being stubborn about something that isn't his business. I know I tend to do the same, but at least I seem to be aware of it and try not to. The worst part is that my mother won't stand up for herself or me, and neither will my siblings. It feels like no one is on my side just because they're scared, and it annoys me. It's like my father's opinions and emotions have a chokehold on my entire house and I can't do anything because no one will listen. I honestly can't keep doing this, the only reason I haven't killed myself is because I know people would be upset.