Hi, I go by Lyd. My life is nothing short of a privileged life. I’m surrounded by friends, have a good family, and an amazing boyfriend. I was raped when I was 12 daily for months at school by a seinor . I was in 6th grade and came fresh out of home schooling. I blocked out most of it but remember some. He has reached out multiple times over the years to try and “hook up” luckily my boyfriend has protected me but he’s the only one who truly knows. I have no one to talk to about it and I feel stuck. I care about my other friends so much and check on them but no one checks on me, no one even thinks about me. I wish I was as valuable as everyone else, maybe one day I will be, who knows. I care so much and want everyone to be safe and loved but nobody cares for me. I don’t want anything in return, I just want someone, one person to pop up and say “hey, Hope youre okay” I know I’m bratty to ask that since my boyfriend checks on me all the time. But he’s obligated to.