I have lupus and it's ruining my life. I had to go homebound because of my brain fog and joint pain and I can count on one hand how much time I've seen people MY AGE since then. Everytime I make plans I have to cancel because of pain or because someone else can't go and no one will hang out with me one on one. I feel like I'm forgetting how to interact with people slowly because I can barely leave my house without being bedbound for a week afterwards