I don’t know what to do with my life. I feel like my middle school self again. No relationship, barely any friends and the friends I do have I don’t think they wanna be around me at all. I looked on my socials the other day and saw people I considered my friends/besties out to the movies and dinner. No invite or anything. My ex is out happy living their dream with someone that cheated on me with. I don’t get the happy sunshine storyline or ending. Seems like I’ll have to just get the bad ending to finally get attention. That’s all I want and I know I sound selfish but I just want to be seen. Life is so fucing frustrating