I’m so sad. all I did was ask my mom if I could go over to my friends house to swim in her creek, I asked her a couple days ago and she said yes. Then the next couple days she keeps bringing it up and saying no when I already said I don’t even wanna go anymore because they refused to buy me water shoes or goggles or something for swimming and keeps saying it’s unsafe. Obviously I listened and was like okay that’s understandable I just won’t swim in there then. BUT THEY WONT LET IT GO. She keeps belittling, gaslighting, manipulating, guilt tripping me and making me feel stupid, like everything is my fault and Idk what im talking about but I wouldn’t be sobbing and hyperventilating while trying to text my friends and go on here for some type of comfort that a parental figure is supposed to give me if only she would’ve just given me a solid answer without raising her voice when I’m right next to her and then wonder why I’m crying and don’t wanna talk about it anymore. It’s humiliating