i just fuck dude im so annoyed at everything. my mom wont stop nagging me, my mental health got thrown into a ditch 3 years ago, and im expected to get ready for college in two years. im not ready to be an adult. im like a baby bird that hatched earlier than expected- and is still confused while falling behind its siblings. my younger sister and brother are the poster children for my family; while im still confused over how to live without cxtting myself. sometimes i think about if the world would be different without me in it probably not.