I hate that my sister keeps bringing up the fact that I live with her and that she doesn't charge me that much for rent. (I pay 360$ a month, thats 30% of my monthly income and im 19.) She keeps bringing it up and it hurts alot cause im very aware I have it easier than my other 9 siblings and I feel like a leech but im trying to do better with being helpful around the house and in general but I know she holds it against me for whenever I am lazy. It hurts alot. I was having a really good day and I felt like I could do some of the things I was struggling with but after she mentioned it again today it just came crashing down. Im tempted to just move out to show her I'm not just a leech and that I can survive by myself and that I don't need her help. She's already a nightmare to live with, so loud and borderline verbally abusive.