Things feel so wrong. Everything should be right— I have a great boyfriend, a roof over my head, I get good grades, but something is just missing. I’ve been starting to feel like I just can’t express myself. Sometimes it feels like the people around me don’t care what I have to say, including my boyfriend. I’ll talk passionately on a topic, and sometimes he will reciprocate, but others he will brush it aside. Every hang out we have had are based around his interests. I don’t get a say in what I want because then he might get upset. I don’t wanna tell people about this at all, but sometimes I consider what it would be like if I just never existed. My parents were going to send me to the mental hospital for it, but they decided against it. Sometimes I think that maybe I should have went. Maybe people can listen to me there, and maybe they would care more about me than the people here. Or maybe a nurse could evaluate me and tell me what I’ve been doing wrong all my life. I need help.