I just don’t understand this world. I do know for properly in it. I’ve decided I will kill myself within 10 years. Just by acknowledging it I feel better. Once my dog dies and parents die that will be it for me. My life is shit. No gf. No real friends. No career. Every job I get hired for I know is going to be dog shit. Just destroy my body for another man’s dream. I’m poor. I’m ugly. I’m just set up for failure. I’m thinking about embracing homelessness. Just go full nomad. Travel the world. Then jump off a cliff or some shit and end it. Fucking trash life with trash people. Fuck you all. If I had it my way id kill every one of you.