I miss you a lot. I wonder how things would've been if it worked out. I love you. I truly do. I miss your smile your face I MISS YOU! the stupid little jokes we made together. The way I felt safe and protected around you. I love you completely and you were so open with me. I'm sorry. I ruin everything. I am a toxin. In time everybody wakes up to see how much I've ruined their life. There is no fixing me. If only I could hug you again. If only we could spend more time together. I miss you so fucking much. Do you think of me at all? If so, I can only imagine how you see me. Were you forced to say goodbye or was it of your own volition. You honestly were my best friend. The moment I saw you I knew you were different. I knew I wanted to be part of your life. The more I got to know you the more in love I fell. How did we get like this? We were so close. I love you! I know you cared about me too. I still think about you every day. I hope and pray that one day we can be friends again. Please.