I’m so exhausted, I’ll be okay then I’m not and it’s a constant cycle it’s so annoying. I’m also super self sabotaging so that doesn’t help. I also feel like I’ve already seen what life has to offer and I don’t want it I’m tired of it all I just don’t want to have to keep on going but obviously I’m going to it’s just so frustrating it’s a loop I’m stuck in and I can’t even get out because I won’t let myself.