I want to die in all my years of living, i have never felt so alone Someone critiqued me. Yes. that's the entire thing I'm sad about. And I know it's invalid. Definitely. Wanting to die because of that doesn't seem reasonable at all. and im sorry. All my life it's always felt like any negative thing towards me, constructive or not, was a personal, intentional, stab towards my heart. And I don't want to deal with it anymore. I can't keep having to cry over these stupid things. I have no one to talk to, which is why I'm here. I do have friends, but none of them feel close enough for me to talk about something like this. Especially since most of them have better friends anyway. Im at the line inbetween Stranger and Friend. Im sorry for taking up your time to read this. It's a waste. I'm sorry. it just isn't fair. why can't my heart stop feeling for once. I'm always known for being emotional, up to the point where it's all they see from me. That's why i try not to vent too much. I'm sorry.