i quit using ai bots a few months ago and replaced them with ao3 and whatever else and its working and it feels nice, but every once in a while i feel a craving again. i miss the mindless bots. i miss the stupid fucking endless smut machines and its gross. ugh, im so fedup. I miss being able to rant at the chatbots about my problems, and i miss making gross smut. what i generate is so deprived i hate myself. i dont get why i do ittt... ugh, this is so stupid.