I've always thought cats were cute. In fact, I always wear cat ears to school. It's summer break now though, and my mind isn't so busy anymore. I was already sort of lonely but I was able to distract myself with the busy days. Whenever I don't think of my favorite manga, I remember the reality I live in and I cry. My parents don't seem to pay much attention to me, but they say that all I need to survive is food and water. I love doing cute little cat gestures. However the one I've mimicked recently is a little different, I scratch my arms like I'm a cat ripping up furniture in hope someone will notice the red marks. If no one notices, I'll just have to step it up a little with a sharper tool. My best friend was forced to cut contact with me, and they're in a country on the other side of the world now. That's the only one I trusted, gone. Friends said they wanted to hang out but it's been 2 weeks and my phone is dry. Only thing keeping me here is wanting to see the end of a manga.