Sometimes I remember I have free will and I just want to cut myself for the fun of it. It's literally just become an addiction to me. I'll do it just because. Intense emotions? I feel the urge. Bored? I get the urge. Whenever and for whatever, it'll always stay in the back of my mind. The only thing that annoys me is the how much energy and thought it takes to hide it from everyone else. If it weren't for that, I'd be doing it daily.
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