can barely get myself out of the house because i’m so incredibly disgusted with how i look. Not a single outfit I can wear that makes me feel even a sliver of confidence in myself. I make myself miss out on opportunities i know i will enjoy because i think to myself that i will look dumb and someone who “looks like me” shouldn’t be allowed to go out and have fun; I just want to be able to live my teenage years without feeling like a humpback whale everytime i step out of my room. I can’t even look at myself in the mirror anymore without having a full meltdown for the next 2 hours. I’m so tired of life