My ex has bipolar type 2. We tried for 6 years. We were happy. She loved me. Mental illness took her away from me. She's not the same person anymore. She has become mean, she has disappeared. She's simply not herself anymore. i mourn her like she died. I am not suicidal, but if I could just disappear forever, I would. She was my world, and now my world has gone insane. She rewrote the past, she has told me the most vile thing I was ever told. I miss the person she was.