Ahhhhhhhhhhhh. I hate this. I hate everyone. I never want to get married ever again. I don't want to live here. I don't want to know. This is ridiculous. This is stupid. This is a freaking pattern that I'm tired of. Seriously! Seriously!!!!! How can you guys be normal again and pretend that things are fineeeee. How can you be friends again. How can you guys go to the movies and watch my favorite movie WITHOUT meeeeeee. This is so dumb. I hate her. I hate her so much, cause I know she doesn't have a choice, I hate her cause she's so nice, I hate her cause she makes fake promises, I hate her soooooo freaking much I don't want to take care of her kids, I don't want to be down, I don't want to figure stuff out, I don't want to do anything at all, I don't want to be nice to him, I don't want to be around him, I hate him so much and it;s eating me alive and that everyone just accepts his mean behaviour and he just gets away with it. I'm tired, I want to get out, I want to get out, ahhh