I miss my dad I haven't seen him since I was little and I found out some things that makes him look like a bad person I found out that you used to hate me because I wasn't a boy I wasn't American and I wasn't like my cousins or my step sister and I found out at 13 years old I'm about to turn 14 and make it hurts it hurts that he finds out that he never wanted me I can't talk about my dad in front of my mom because I have a step dad and my mom says that talking about my dad will make my stepdad uncomfortable and I feel like my mom has been different since my Snapchat came to this place to my world and she has changed a lot and I just want to talk to somebody right now but hello school right now because I'm in summer break and I don't have a therapist because of some personal reasons but I put my step dad in trouble now I feel like I don't know where to go I feel stuck I'm always fighting with my mom if it is bipolar from my life to be better