I'm genuinely so tired. My parents are both so emotionally immature and I know I should stop expecting change from them, but it never makes it hurt any less. For them they're never wrong, they don't say sorry, they don't take accountability, they never address lingering issues, they pretend nothings ever happened. I'm never right, my emotions are never validated, I've never had an ounce of comfort from them in my entire life. They treat me like a pet or an accessory, like them giving me life makes me indebted to them forever, and nothing I ever do for them will ever be enough. Right now, my dad got mad at me for something and of course, instead of talking, he's ran off someplace late and night and refuses to acknowledge my existence. I just want to get out of here.