My future is gonna be me holding the best shot gun a walmart could offer in my mouth and pulling the trigger. Im was born in this world an ugly woman, an ugly black woman at that. Ive always yearned for someone I liked to like me back but it never worked. I only attracted men I never saw myself with ever since middle school. Im ugly black woman, which mean I had to work hard to appear better and attract the men I wanted. It worked in 2021 when someone I loved finally gave me those feeling back. Sure he fucked up sometime but I wanted it to work it had to. Untill he cheated and left for good with some whore and they get the happy ending not me. My fututre hold no marriage or kids only me chocking on my own blood