My heart is so heavy. It feels like no one cares about me. I’m expected to work and exhaust myself for people who don’t even give up 5 minutes to check on me. I always say I love you first. My period started, and everything feels 10 times heavier. All of the thoughts I’ve been thinking have grown louder. I truly do feel everything in my heart. It’s killing me. I thought about killing myself today for the first time in a very long time. I just can’t believe it. I’d put so much effort into junior year, how is this my life?? Why did he stop talking to me? Why did he ghost me? We were doing so good. I understand why she doesn’t want tot get close. Her boyfriend used to like me, and I’m pretty sure she had liked him for a couple months. I shouldn’t have told her that I love her. My heart made that a reality. I have to stop telling people that. I thought it meant something to them. I want to kill myself. I want the people I love to love me back. I’m so tired