i wish i could stop procrastinating taking a shower. it's 5 am and i've been sitting in the bathroom on my phone for almost 2 hours. im sitting here thinking about all the bad shit in the world and how i hate this and that and how i feel stuck like my life isnt going anywhere because i just dont have the mental energy to do anything. it all gets worse when im on my period too. i hate showering on my period. always gotta be careful not to make a mess. oh and sleeping is a pain too. gotta sleep on my stomach only, even tho my back is always stiff on my period. other positions means a guaranteed leak, even if i am careful. it probably happens because i oversleep everyday. yep i also procrastinate going to sleep. so ultimately my own fault. fjck my chungus life