Never in my life I think im capable of wishing of the death of someone Especially my father when he got sick it ruined our family constant blaming each other , shouting and it affected all of us in every aspect of our lives Financial , physically and mentally and spiritually and emotionally I hated my father for it 2 years before he got sick he already had a medics finding and he didn’t do anything despite the suggestions his acrtiond we are buried with the consequences I hate him for that and I wish he just died atleast the grief will only last for a month unlike this shitty situation we are in everyday it hurts and every words being sent to me I just can’t take it anymore
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