I feel strange and paranoid. I’ve struggled with my mental health for a long time. And I’ve recently been getting strange thoughts. Like I had a weird lump on my arm and I couldn’t stop thinking that someone planted a microchip there. I set a timer for something and I heard it go off but when I went to check it hadn’t gone off yet. I also use to use Xanax and stuff like that and have been experiencing strong cravings for it. I moved to a new area around a year ago, and I went to a new school because I’m in high school and I wasn’t able to make any friends because I was afraid to talk to people. So it’s the summer now and I’m kinda lonely. I’m also deeply disturbed by the state of the world right now that’s about it.
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