i first developed my ed when i was 14, starving myself and writing everything down that I ate, and now i can't control how much i eat and its making me feel insecure about myself even tho im 5'4 and 55kg and i know its a healthy weight but my stomach makes me look pregnant and I hate myself for it, all i eat are sweets because thats the only thing my body will let me eat, im also always eating takeaways, i deadass cant do this anymore.