I always feel like I have to be silly and loud all the time. Mainly with my family because I have no friends outside of the internet or school (yes im lonely ;-;). Sometimes I feel like I can't even be a little sad or upset around anyone. I always find myself crying in my room at night while my cat lays by me. My cat is the only one I know won't judge me. Hes not the nicest but he does the job. I just want something or someone to hold and comfort me and my cat is all I feel like I have for that..