It’s pretty complicated. I want to be appreciated, I want to be loved- I try so hard. But I also just wish everyone hated me. I feel so useless. But also I feel like if I left it’d actually affect people. I feel like I’m too clingy but sometime too distant. I feel selfish and selfless somehow. Sometimes I just don’t even feel like myself. Sometimes it feels like someone else is in my head, not me. I really want to end my life, honestly. I know I’m the type of person who could get so far, but never will because of mental health. So what’s really the point? Idk.
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