I’m an art student right now, at an arts high school. I know I’m so privileged to be able to do that, to be a visual artist, and I enjoy it a lot too. But I just am in such a funk I can’t get out of it no matter how hard I try. It’s the anniversary of a very hard time for me, so I hope that by the time summer ends and real school picks back up I’ll be a okay and it’s just my brain shutting down due to the anxiety of the anniversary for that event. I’m just so fucking scared it won’t, I’ll be stuck in this godawful funk for too long and get booted from the school that I GENUINELY LOVE because I’m just not good enough anymore
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