I hate being transgender, it's ruining my life. I'm already a really insecure person to begin with and being fundimentally diffrent from most people in this world crushes me. My parents, the people who I want to accept me the most in life ignore it. I've came out to them twice and they only took me partialy serious the second time. I don't know if I can live like this I'm not strong enough to be judged every waking moment of my life for being diffrent. I'm really considering killing myself