I so feel bad spraying my cat with water and then petting him a little later. It kinda reminds me of how my mom did me. She'd yell at me and then be nice to me later that nothing happened. My cat doesn't deserve me. I feel like I'm so so bad to him. Sometimes I hit him slightly but he gets on my nerves. I don't deserve him but I don't wanna lose him either. I just wish I could be better. I suck. Im terrible. I just wish it'd end already.
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