I just feel unloved. I don’t know if it’s me and there’s something about me that makes people look at me with such disgust. My mom looks at me with this disgusted look and always gives me my food last after everyone else has eaten. I’m 12 and I have a big family. My sister acts like I can’t do anything by myself even though I do most everything by myself (washing clothes, making meals, cleaning up, homework). So much more and I’m here wondering if they’d be better off if I was gone. People look at my writing and they go, Oh! This is so good like highschool or college level. Your parents must be so proud. However my parents seem to always be too busy to read my work. I’ve abandoned grammar mostly on this platform. If you read this, thanks.