this lifestyle is unbearable. I've lost the drive for anything and im fighting so desperately to get it back but i can't. My partner and i sleep next to each because that's the only guarantee we can see each other and spend time with one another. Our cat we care for but she still yearns for more than us being in for a few hours and leaving. We both are working two jobs to stay afloat, i typically work doubles. My friends and i have to plan extremely out in advanced or visit at work to see each other. I'm bullied at my one job because I'm seen as unprofessional even though i am a notable person to go above and beyond in any department im in. My other is miserable because we have no true leadership and everything there is taught word of mouth and changed daily. I miss the sun. I miss going outside. We moved over 2 months ago but I've barely used my room and it's a massive mess. The only way to lighten the load is more work. I just want one morning with my love.