I've already been called disgusting, I'm gulity of doing really dumb things. I've been a selfish prick and I've had to lie just to even have a chance to be around... I hate adult life, because people tell me I'm supposed to deal with it and I'm supposed to always do the right thing. Am I also supposed to be isolated and away from EVERYONE? Sure there's people I shouldn't talk to, but where am I supposed to be then? WHERE?? I hate being forced to be this inhibited and scared of everything.