Why is it you can't stand a drunk your own self yet you are one and are mean in the same way? How do you think we feel? Then you say don't go into it let it go don't talk about it? It'd be different if they were all happy go lucky laughing type but that's the exact opposite of what they become. Youd feel the same way if one of us acted how you do. I can't even go around them in the state they're in and get because they have a face on like they drank something sour. I have pet peeves and this is one of them. Never could stand them drunk. Or in a drunken state. I have so many effed up memories of them. I've been called so much bad stuff and told so much bad stuff I won't list but if it's them idk it's all effed up. Why do you think most people burned bridges to you? Let on like they're the oh so friendly type to acquaintances but behind closed doors are a verbally abusive and past physically abusive drunk. I have a right to feel how I do because they say things they shouldn't for one.