I wanna kill myself so bad, I'm a middle child and the recent deaths of my great grandma, grandma, and my family dog have been eating at me so bad and it has been driving me to the brink. I am currently not in therapy or on any medication, my siblings both go to therapy once a week and appear to be completely fine while I am slowly being chipped away at from my insides. I don't want to kill myself now for the sole reason of others being guilty or feeling like it was their fault.
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